
BY DREAD THINGS I AM COMPELLED. I KNOW THAT. I SEE THE TRAP CLOSING. I KNOW WHAT I AM. BUT WHILE LIFE IS IN ME I WILL NOT STOP THIS VIOLENCE. NO. OH, MY FRIENDS, WHO IS THERE TO COMFORT ME? WHO UNDERSTANDS? LEAVE ME BE, LET ME GO, DO NOT SOOTHE ME. THIS IS A KNOT NO ONE CAN UNTIE.
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name. (lady) MORDRED.
epithets. BRIDE OF DREAD, CHOSEN OF BHAAL, the slayer, kingmaker, THE FALLEN.
gender. CIS FEMALE, SHE/HER.
sexuality. BISEXUAL.
BORN. 1447 DR, year of the fallen tower.
age. 45, appears younger.
occupation. chosen, assassin & high Primistress of bhaal.
birthplace. sword coast, west Faerûn.
current residence. upper city, BALDUR'S GATE.alignment. neutral evil.
MBTI. INTJ-A, the architect.
traits. academic. assertive. cunning. choleric. domineering. prideful. reserved. sadistic. strategic.
likes. flowers. sweets. dancing. hierarchy. wealth. blood and blood and blood. gnolls. anatomical and scientific studies.
dislikes. disorganisation. disobedience. necromancy. children and pregnancy. animals. innocence. parties. the weak. the meek.
hobbies. alchemy, living autopsies, embroidery.appearance. 150cm and 40kg. albino. near-transulcent pale skin. straight white hair is worn long and unbound. eyes are violet, large and gleaming. her brows are difficult to discern from her skin. a heart-shaped face, with a petulant mouth prone to constant frowning. of slender build and small stature, belies incredible stamina and dexterity. small-breasted with generous hips. prefers silver over gold, and enjoys luxurious fabrics.
001 : chosen of bhaal. lady mordred is the leader of baldur's gates' bhaalists. a strict master, she has reformed the broken temple into a functioning assassins' guild and a flowing font of faith. allied with the chosen of bane and myrkul. betrayed by orin the red. what she thought was worship had been merely hatred. or are they the same?002 : usurped wretch. escaped from the nautiloid, it is a struggle to recall her own name amidst the vomiting and leaking and white-hot pain. more than the tadpole has mangled her skull-meat, and her blood... writhes. this, she knows. it is all she knows. with her companions, she sets out to find the truth and stop the absolute.003 : disinherited. an alternative ending, in which mordred denies bhaal after the duel with orin. killed and resurrected, she is freed from his influence. now vulnerable. regretful. fearful of the future, aimless. why did she do that? why must she live? why? she is nothing without an altar. who can be her new god?004 : skyrim. a piece of molag bal given unintentional life, as ouranos' castration and hephaestus' seed once did. a consummate assassin and an enemy of all. she seeks to murder the very world. her blade will send new slaves to her father, her true self, her master eternal.
race. human, pureblood bhaalspawn.
background. haunted one.
class. sorcerer.
subclass. storm.
route. embrace the dark urge.
ending. deny bhaal, suicide.
romance. none.act one. shadowheart freed, gale freed, halsin freed, florrick freed, karlach killed, minthara killed, arabella killed, kagha killed, lae'zel killed, alfira killed, owlbears killed, scratch killed, ethel killed, goblins poisoned and killed, duergar killed, nere killed, grymforge gnomes killed, githyanki Crèche killed, EMERALD GROVE SAVED. mordred regains sceleritas fel.ACT TWO. YURGIR KILLED, LYRTHINDOR KILLED, kar'niss killed, tieflings killed, isobel thorm secretly assassinated, jaheira killed, ketheric thorm killed. nightsong freed, shadow curse lifted. mordred regains the slayer form.ACT THREE. CAZADOR KILLED, VICONIA KILLED, HOPE ABANDONED, ORIN KILLED, ORPHEUS IMPRISONED. gortash allied, EMPEROR ALLIED. orphan selunite shadowheart; ascended astarion; freed blade wyll; FORGIVEN GALE. unholy assassin mordred, returned as chosen, destroys the netherbrain, commits suicide to escape her father's punishment.
1447 DR : OVUM. the chosen IS NOT BORN. BHAAL SCULPTS HER FROM A DROP OF HIS OWN DIVINE GORE, UNFILTERED BY A MORTAL WOMB. SETS HER IN THE FIRMAMENT OF A CORPSE. A COLOSTRUM OF GRAVE WAX. FOR DAYS DOES SHE FIGHT HER WAY TO LIFE IN THE FOREST, INFANTILE STRUGGLING ENOUGH TO SLOUGH OFF HER UNMOTHER'S BELLY. FOUND AND ADOPTED BY A HUMAN COUPLE FROM BALDUR'S GATE.1456 dr : LARVA. NAERIS MEADOWS DISAPPEARS. A FLOWER-SELLER from the lower city WHO WORKS DAY AND NIGHT, SEEKING ONLY TO EASE THE POVERTY OF HER PARENTS AND HER SIBLINGS. IT IS TRAGIC WHEN THE FAMILY IS BUTCHERED. WHEN LITTLEST NAERIS IS SPIRITED-AWAY BY A BLOOD PERVERT, CERTAIN TO BE DEAD.HOW COULD ANYONE HAVE KNOWN? THAT THE BEAST HAD BEEN NAERIS HERSELF. SHE: THE CUCKOO'S EGG. A BUG-KILLER AND rat-killer and CAT-KILLER and child-killer and now, finally, a family-killer. NEVER BEFORE HAD SHE BEEN SO FREE, EVEN AS SHE HIDES INSIDE A WAGON out the city. HER TRUE, ILLUSTRIOUS CHILDHOOD BEGINS. she throws away her former self.1465 DR : CHRYSALIS. it is a year of terror. a murderer most malign STALKS in Faerûn. at times an assassin, lured by wealth and exercised in control, and at others a base predator, lusting for naught but blood.mordred has grown into a girl-woman of surpassing loveliness in the eyes of bhaal. to celebrate her maturity, and the life she has spent in tutelage to reviled acts, she recieves a butler on her eighteenth birthday ⸻ and learns of her inheritance. OF HER FATHER. HER ONE TRUE GOD.
whether she REJOICED OR DESPAIRED, THE RESULT WAS THE SAME. FROM THAT DAY ON, THE RED SUN drove her fate. it is inescapable.now guided and aided, she embarks on a great crusade: to deepen her faith through understanding. more does she kill; more does she grow sharp. she seeks out bhaalists and murderers and warriors, both to recruit and study. she frees countless from their jails.with sweet words, perhaps the only compassion such blights would recieve in their lives, does she beguile them. she says it is not their fault, to have been born in such a way. that they are the blessed. in her embrace, they are told bhaal awaits. and so does baldur's gate.1477 DR : METAMORPHOSIS. after an introduction of serial killings, mordred officially begins work in the city. she joins what dregs remain of bhaalist worship and brutalises her way to the top. reforms are made, the temple is restored, the proper rites and ranks and prayers taught and enforced. its followers are burgeoned.in the years to come, an alliance is formed. the chosen of bane, YOUNG enver gortash, reaches out to her. HE PROVES HIS METTLE IN A JOINT ATTACK. THE BLACK HAND OF BANE SHAKES THE BLOODY HAND OF BHAAL. together, they plan; together, they steal the crown of karsus from Mephistopheles. commanded by their gods, they join the chosen of myrkul, ketheric thorm.the dead three will dominate all in the guise of the absolute, an enthralled elder brain.
1492 DR : CONSUMPTION. on the day she is to set her tyranny upon the world, mordred is the first to be enslaved. betrayed by her second in command and kin, orin the red.she is savaged, beaten black and blue, her brain made mincemeat, parasitised AND EATEN AWAY, PULLED APART AND PUT BACK TOGETHER OVER AND OVER. BY THE TIME she AWAKES As a PRISONER ON A NAUTILOID, all has been lost. her memories, her strength, her reverence.it takes immense effort to crawl her way back to her own shadows. to regain her slayer form. to become an unholy assassin once more. to kill her sister, the usurper, and become the rightful chosen.none of it compares to the fortitude needed to throw it all away, for the last time.the netherbrain is destroyed, and so is she. bhaal does not take kindly to disobedience, and this blasphemy had cost him the world entire. he shreds her mind to pieces. she knows his punishments are never so kind as to be mere murder. what would it be? to breed with monsters? to become an animal herself, drooling and thoughtless? to ruin all that she had loved?mordred dies on the docks. this death, however painful, is at least her own. the satisfaction is stolen from him. beyond this veil of tears, withers awaits her. he has been made proud at last, and offers his aegis from her father's ire. her body is burnt, as was her request, to leave no trace of her filth.
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